Imagine trying to drink,
but unable to swallow.
Imagine trying to walk,
but swaggering around.
Imagine saying what you think,
without any social boundary.
Imagine reaching for a beer,
but swiping it away.
Imagine leaving the house,
but not knowing where you're going
Imagine needing notes everywhere,
or you'll forget everything.
Imagine knowing you'll fade away,
without being able to stop it.
Imagine loosing control,
but desperately holding on.
Imagine waking up,
asking what ability you'll loose.
Imagine wanting to go away,
knowing you'll hurt everyone you love.
Imagine taking the choice,
knowing there is no return.
Imagine all this,
and knowing this will happen for over 25 years.
Imagine all this,
but know you'll never grasp it.
Imagine all this,
hope you don't have Huntingtons.
I cannot phantom how it must feel,
I cannot phantom how she must have felt.
I can only thank Mady for the joy and love she gave.
Rest in Peace, know that you were and still are a part of who I am and became.